I've been gigging since LBJ was President of the USA. Like most troopers, I have my conscious and unconscious rituals and superstitions. After countless shows, I still get stage-fright so bad that I usually lock my knees until I've played the first bar and then I relax into a comfortable, trance-like state and everything is fine. If I'm not feeling that fright, right before the show starts,which has only happened a handful of times in 46 years, I imagine something to bring it on. The other thing that has been a constant is that rehearsal is where to make mistakes (or discover great arrangements.)dreadful rehearsal, great show. I've been on a brief lay-off, caring for an ailing family member, but had a recording session last week. I rehearsed with the singer and arranger the night before and was brilliant. I was hoping I hadn't left all the "spark" in the rehearsal hall. The session went fine. Tonight, I'm backing her up in a showcase for a producer. I am melancholy over the loss of BB. Exhausted from 26 hour days as a nurse and wondering if I can muster up enough energy to shower and shave, I can already feel the nervous energy coming on. There's no business like show business....
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