I was always the lead singer in bands--people seemed to like it. But anxiety made me flee to the shadows of bass playing. I liked being the guy most people had no interest in. I was anonymous. I did my job well on the bass, literally standing away from the spotlights. And yet, I miss playing and singing. So I've entered a songwriting contest. I don't care if I win. Some country song will win out. I have the music completed for 3 new songs, a month to finish them up an get ready to perform. One is a waltz, one a quiet rocker that gets heavy and loud by the end, and the third a balls out heavy rocker. If I'm limited to one song, it'll be the waltz. I'm proud of it because it's got a sophistication that I've never been able to achieve in my writing. When I record it, it'll have an orchestral arrangement. Describing a song is like telling a dream--it's boring to anyone who hasn't seen or heard it themselves.
Anxiety might hold me back. I'm just going to be so prepared that I could sing the song while asleep. This is a huge deal for me.